CHAPTER 31

The first day of school passed by so slow.
It was finally the last period.
The bell rang and out we went.

We all left the school so fast, we almost trampled each other.
Khaloud was waitiing for me outside, i got in the car.



Khalid: Ha shlon the first year of being a senior?

Me: It was too lame.




Oh, i didn't tell you.


























Othman and i decided to take a break a week before school.
Fahad kept telling me he loved me, he didn't care if i didn't feel the same way, but somehow, i did feel the same way.
I didn't like him as much as i liked Othman, bs i still had feelings for him.




Saoud came back from the America.
He couldn't handle the distance between him and Jenna so he decided he'd propose to her.
His mum called Jenna's mum and they got engaged, they agreed to have a wedding after Jenna graduated from highschool and got accepted into the university she wanted.


I'm so glad they worked things out, it was something i really loved hearing.



Oh and what happened between me aqnd Othman?

Othman was looking through my followers chan yshouf ena Fahad's following me ou i'm following him back.
He kept awsking me who i was texting ou madre shnu and i'd either ignore him or not pay any attention to him.





One of the conversations went like this.


3 weeks ago at zwara



Othman: Mnu ga3da tkalmeen?

Me: hmm?

and i kept using my phone


Othman: FARAH!
Mnu ga3da tkalmeeen!


Me: Ma7ad!
My frien ya3ne mno! iff maku thiqa makiu shay


Othman: Tekalemay 3adel la kaf!

Me: Abaih bs khala9!

Othman: Sh9ar feech! Mn meta tkalmene ana chethe?

Me: Inta madre shfek! Kl magelnalek shay 3aa9bt

Othman: wala ana mu ga3ed yamich ou mjabel my phone! A7awel akalmech wintay matadreen 3ane

Me: You're boring, 9arlena weeks la a7bch wala shay. Everytime i try to get closer to you twakher.
Remember that kiss we were supposed to have?  Where did that go..


Mawa3e ela his lips are interlocking with mine.
We had our eyes closed, everything was amazing until...
He pushed himself away


Othman: FAHAD?! Hatha ele ga3da tkalmeena! 7agratne 3ashan hal ashkal ?!

Me: Shnu hal ashkal? Latgoul 3ana chethe martha 3alaaih tara!

Othman: Aha wetdaf3een 3ana ba3ad? La ou lama ygoulech a7bch trdeen 3alaih bdala3?
Magoul ela malait 3alaikm ou allah yhaneekm 7ag ba3ath :)

Me: UGHHH! I wish you were like FAHAD! Laish chethe enta?!

Othman: Ha yezay a7bch..

When he said that world i could've sworn my heart broke.

Me: Othmman ana ba3ad a7bk :(

Othman: I think we should take a break, wnshouf she9eer ba3dain

Me: Othman don't do that please, i love you wallah! Mu ehwa enta :(

Othman: Inshouf

He got up and left the room...
















I still remember that situation like it was yesterday.
Going 3 weeks without him was so hard, it still is.
Fahad noticed ena i wasn't in the mood and he asked what's wrong ou he tries to make me feel better bs nothing works.
I really do miss Othman.




Ya aghla mn ru7e 3alay.
Ya a7la shay ou aghla shay
En gelt a7bk shftaha hal klma hay f7agek shway.