CHAPTER 5

When i went back home i opened Othman's chat. That's why he was angry! i was holding my phone the whole time ou 3abala i ignored him. Before i apologized i went into the toilet did my business changed my clothes and packed my bag for tomorrow (ughh school).

After i finished i was ready to go to bed. I took my phone one last time, apologized to Othman and couldn't help but notice a new notification. I opened it to find out that Fahad had followed ME!!! I was so happy i slept x_x Yes, that actually happened =))

I woke up around 6, went to the toilet did my business took a shower and started getting ready for school, all this time i didn't touch my phone, not even once. While getting ready and all that i started making up those scenarios in my head where Fahad would dm me and we would talk all day and night with a little bit of flirting ;$ 

Mum: Farouu7a! Fa6ouma! Yallah el sayeg na6erkm bara 7ta mayamdekm tetrayegon.

Thank you Mum for ruining my train of thoughts :(

Fa6ouma: KANE YAYAAA!

9rakh Fatima mn el 9b7:)))) Hal bnt madre shlon lail7een 3aysha ou 3ndaha rabe33. tnarfez wallah wallah!

So i got my school bag and went down stairs, Fatima is probably waiting in the car since the house is so peaceful <3

Me: 9ba7 el khair Mama ou Baba (i kissed their heads)
Mum: 9ba7 el nour ya 3asal ;*
Dad: 9ba7 el ward.

As i was heading to the door my dad called me and said: Farah matabeen ma9rouf?
Me: La yuba mashkour :*
Dad: 3ala ra7tech, ma3a elsalama
Me: Bye :D

So i entered the car and i saw a lot of notifications, akeed kla bc's so i didn't bother opening them. i looked for amoon's name and i started talking to her.

Amna: Farah mu tnsain your pe kit! 3ndena volleyball practice after school.
Me: I have tit don't worry
Amna: Taw elnas! la redaya bacher tara 3ade
Me: I'll keep that in mind
Amna: hahaha-.-
Me: Lol you're supposed to be used to my lameness my now :$
Amna: lelasaf :'(
Me: i love you too :*
Amna: LOL more <3

I couldn't help but notice 2 new dm's :o

Fatima: Yallaah we9alna el madresa!
Me: 9j :s tawna rakbeen
Fatima: ..............

She ignored me like always -.- I got out of the car, maknt mntabha so i bumped into this guy ou my phone fell. This time it fell bl share3 so the screen cracked A LOT:( I gasped chan asheela mn el artha. As i was picking it up i realized i didn't apologize

Me: Asfa masheftek
...: La wallah ana ele asef, ou sorry about your phone :/ i'll fix it for you etha tabeen
Me: La 3ade

All this time i was looking at my phone, magedart a6ale3 the guy, until he called my name, i lifted my head up to find Fahad <3.<3

Fahad: Farah
Me: hala :$
Fahad: Tara wallah asef makant qa9de adesh feech
Me: Shd3wa 3ade 7a9al khair :$

I didn't give him any chance to say anything cos i got so shy and went into school. I saw Amna and Jenna and i told them everything!

Jenna: Wanasaa!
Me: adreee:( 
Amna: why so sad?
Me: Shoufaw sh9ar eb my phone
Amna: Wee :o yallah 3ade 7a9al khair yet9ala7 inshallah
Jenna: Shda3wa 3alaih! He didn't even offer to fix it!
Me: La 7aram he did :$
Amna: Lo ana menech chan geltla yallah hak 9al7a ou yeeba bacher =))
Me: LOL you'd never do that! You're too innocent and quiet
Amna: But i'd think of it!
Jenna: YAL JAREE'A :O
Me: Hahaha love the sarcasm!
Amna: Maleeqeen 7adkm :(

We both hugged her

Me: You know we love you babe:*
Jenna: Akeed we do, you're are `beautiful amoon:*
Amna: Aww! I love you guys 
Jenna and I: More <3

So the school bell rang we all went to our classes. I had two classes with Amoon one with Jenna and i was with some other girls in the other classes. Amoon and Jenna were together. The day went by so slooow! Except in breaks, were i stared at Fahad all day x_x When i see him time flies by so quickly! But in lessons, IT TAKES AGES TO FINISH!

It was finally 2, school ended and my driver was wiring outside. As i was making my way to the gate i heard a familiar voice call my name. I turned around to find Saoud.

Saoud: Farouu7!
Me: Hala s3oud
Saoud: Ha shlonech mn zman 3anech?!
Me: We had 3 lessons together!
Saoud: haha, la bs ena i miss you:p

He misses me? That's a new one.

Me: Akeed tabe shay
Saoud: Seriously? Al7een ana yaylech agoulech i miss you wentay 3abalech ga3ad atma9la7! Tadreen salon never mind, forgot i even mentioned it.
Me: Saoud shfeek i'm just kidding?

And he turned around and left. I kept calling his name but we wasn't answering me. Since when does he get angry when i say stuff like that? Omg! La la it can't be true.. Saoud's like a brother to me, matwaqa3 be7ebne. So i entered the car and i opened all the whatsapps. Mostly bc's but there was one that caught my eye. It was from Saoud.

Saoud: Hey Farou7.
Farah
HEEEYY!
Akeed nayma. Elmohim i just wanted to tel you how beautiful you looked ams bl zwara and if you see this when you wake up.. Good Morning sunshine:*

OMG i think he does...
Me: Saoud i'm really sorry for what happened today i was intending on making feel angry nor upset
Saoud: Nahh it's ok don't sweat it.

7aram he was so ok with it ou i didn't even bother replying to his gm text..

I opened twitter to find out who the dm's were from. The first one was from Othman, probably about yesterday.

@Othman_Alx:
La 3ade.

Umm wow you seem to care -.- I opened the other dm, it was from FAHAAD!

@FahadAlx:
Hala eb my new follower;p

@FAlxxxx:
Hala feek :p

@FahadAlx:
Ha shlon your phone? x_x

@FAlxxxx:
Enta7ar x_x lol bs tara 3ade mafe shay, i'll fix it later

@FahadAlx:
La la mara7 akhalech shnu! I ruined it, i'll fix it

@FAlxxxx:
La Fahad wallah mashkour

@FahadAlxxxx:
Khala9 kaifech

@FAlxxxx:
Mashkour wallah 

@FahadAlx:
El3afu.
Tara you looked pretty ams;)

OMG! He just made my day!

@FAlxxxx: 
Thankyou:$

5 minutes later i tweeted. Day made<3 Thank you. He Dm'ed me saying No Need:* 
I'm a bit embarrassed that he knew it was about him... and excited cos he dm'ed me again:$ 

I called Amna then added Jenna to the conference. i old them everything from a-z 

Jenna: Ok it's obvious he likes you!
Amna: Farou7 mu nawya tgoulenla ena you like him?
Me: Not anytime soon...
Jenna: Tell don;t tell him kale ehwa ygoulech!
Me: What if he doesn't like me? I don;t think he does
Amna: He said you were pretty didn't he?
Me: Ok he complimented me mu ya3ne y7bne!
Jenna: hmm madre khala9 you'll know with time...
Me: Yeah
Amna: Yallah i gtg now sorry
Me: 3ade a9lan i need to go do my homework's
Jenna: Me too
All: Bye

After i hung up i did my homeworks and everything. Ba6alt twitter to find out Othman's been tweeting love tweets... Who does he like? He never tweets stuff like that :/ Laykoun rag had! Aham shay end she's following him ou she keeps RT'ing his tweets. THEGLAY! Bs wait, he isn't following any girl. Bs ana ou his cousins ou khawata. Akeed on of his other cousins. Ya7athhm! He's such a great guy wallah.

 I was talking to Saoud all day on whatsapp and of course Jenna ou Amoon. It felt so awkward between me and Saoud, but i tried my best to not act like it wasn't awkward at all. It worked. At Around 9 at night i got a dm from Othman.

@OthmanAlx: 
Hey

@FAlxxxx:
Hello :D

@OthmanAlx: 
Shlonech ilyom ou shlon el madresa?

@FAlxxxx: 
El7mdelah welmadresa zaina bs akeed malal.

@OthmanAlx:
Akeed malal. Ana mu weyach ;)

@FAlxxxx: 
hahaha! Ge9 3ala nafsek 

@OthmanAlx: 
afa! 3ad ana al7een glt btgouleen shay 7lu

@FAlxxxx: 
I always seem to say the wrong stuff to people x_x

@OthmanAlx:
Laish sh9ar ilyom?

@FAlxxxx:
Well... Remember s3ood? He said he missed me ba3dain i asked etha yabe shay,. 3abale ga3ad ytma9la7 chan y3a9eb. I checked whatsapp on my way home ela dazle the sweetest good morning text and ... i didn't say anything. I just apologized.

@OthmanAlx: 
He really does like you doesn't he

@FAlxxxx:
Can i trust you?

@OthmanAlx:
Sure 

@FAlxxxx:
Well, saoud shakla y7bne but i like this guy... I knew i really liked him lama shefta on staurday

Othman's P.O.V:
So i was dm'ing Farah and i really think i like her... Mashallah she's so pretty and she's simply flawless. I was so happy until she mentioned her cousin Saoud. I can't believe it, kl yom tba3ed 3ane akthar wakthar hal mara wa7ed almost confessed his love to him. But then she started mentioning this guy she realized she loved on Saturday. 

Could it be me? Could everything finally make sense. Farah likes me? Can't she see in a i've stated talking about love on twitter. FARAH ANA A7BCH! if only i could tell you. Bs magdar but i really want to tell you. Mabe akhserech.

Why am i so afraid to lose you when you're not even mine? Although i wish you were.

I replied to her 3ade cos ymkn mu ana ele ehya t7ba

@OthmanAlx: 
Oh so now you're in love ;) who's the lucky guy?

@FAlxxxx: 
Well he's this guy in school... but that's all i can say.

Ouch. T7eb wa7ed eb madresat'ha :/ I had my hopes up way too high. I can't believe the girl i've been in love with for so many years... Like some other guy

@OthmanAlx:
Oh ok.

@FAlxxxx:
Eee 3ala 6are love ou chethe,  who's the girl that stole your heart ou khaletek you post all those tweets?:p

Wallah ya Farah lo tadreen shkether a7bch... Bs wallah magdar agoulech, khayef ena we stop talking.

@OthmanAlx: 
Actually, it isn't recent. I've loved this girl for about 2 years now, bs gabel cham yom shayefha ou wallah 9ayra tyanen mashallah.

Back to my side:

Oh wow. two years... He must really love her, she's so lucky, laish Fahad may7ebne ana chethe :(
 I got a new dm from someone... it was from Fahad :o

CHAPTER 8

Soi was told the past posts all ended with cliffhangers, sorry for that x_x i get so caqrried away so i end them with cliffhangers. My partner ga3da t7en 3ala rase so i'm posting this post. Oh and, IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!!!! :p



 I got a direct message:

























Farah, i know we've only been talking for a few weeks, but i swear i can't go a day without talking to you. I have never loved a girl before or talked to any, but you're somehow different. You MAKE me want to talk to you.

I love talking to you. Lama akalmech a7es ma7ad muhem, you brighten my day. Mashallah you're beautiful and you deserve the best. I really hope that i'm not too late and i'm sorry if i'm being forward but i can't help it, you do that to me.

Farah ana a7bch and i want you to be mine, forever. Seeing you everyday, away from me, talking to so many people makes me realize that i could lose you any day. I'm so afraid of losing you. 

Bs 7abait agoulech what i thought of you. If you feel the same way wallah la7e6ech b3youne ou akheshech eb galbe. I really hope you answer me as soon as possible. 

Sweet dreams beautiful :*

I read the first few words over and over again before opening the conversation. I started making up scenarios in my head about what Fahad had sent me... As ni was thinking i feel into a deep sleep.

I woke up the other day at around 11. The first thing i did was open the conversation and read what he sent.

I started to tear up :') They were tears of jopy, i couldn't believe he said that, my friends were right.

The first thing i did was connect the girls into on conference

Me: ALOOOOO! Girls abaaih! The best thing just happened to me! Omg omg omg i cant believe it. Ma9adeg ena it's true! Waaaay a7baaaaaaaa
Jenna: CHUB!
Amna: Okay nadre enech mestansaa bs 3a6ena fer9a netkalam=))
Jenna: Inzain tell us sh9ar, we know it's Fahad since you said a7bä
Me: Okay so ...

I told them everything from a-z

Jenna: so happy for you!
Amna: Me too! 7abebtyy doum hal wanasa
Me: Thank youu wayed! Jad jad i'm the happiest girl alive!
Amna: what did you tell him? 3gb ma he said all that?
Me: well... i didn't actually reply yet. I told you guys first!
Jenna: aww! 7bebty meta dazha?
Me: ams belail :D!!!!!
Amna: as much as we're flattered, 7araaam! Reday 3allaih na6er your answer mn ams!
Me: khala9 innshallah al7een arou7 agoula

I hung up before they even said anything.

Before i went to my dm's i scrolled down my timeline. Fahad tweeted, " waiting for that answer of yours''

I opened the converstaion and kept re-reading it over and over again i couldn't help but smile at how sweet it was. I'm the luckiest girl alive.

@FAlxxxx:
Sorry for the late reply

Less than a minute later her replied. A7es kan na6er 3ala nar.

@FahadAlx:
If i annoyed you with my text yesterday, i'm so sorry i know i was way out of line

@FAlxxxx:
Fahad, stop aplogizing, you weren't forward and you weren't out of line. You were just perfect

@FahadAlx:
What do you mean? Tkfa goulele ena you feel the same way

@FAlxxxx:
I feel the same way, i liked you since the beginning of the year, i was so afraid to tell you because you never talk to girls...

@FahadAlx:
Ma9adeg, ana mn sheftech eb Avenues, ou gelt hathe ehya, the girl i want to spend the rest of my life with

@FAlxxxx:
madre shagoul :$

@FahadAlx:
Akhhhh! Fedait ele tst7e, 7beebty wallah :*

@FAlxxxx:
7bebtek?

@FahadAlx:
Eee 7beebty, i couldn't hold it in much longer

@FAlxxxx:
I like the sound of that <3

@FahadAlx:
3ayal i'll always call you that afa 3alaich:*

@FAlxxxx:
okay 3ayal 7bebe ana lazem arou7:$

Omggg madre shlon i sent thaty ! Fashlaaa!

@FahadAlx:
I can't wait till i hear you say that jedame<3.<3
tyt 7bebte ou take care

@FAlxxxX:
Inshala

I got soooo excited after the converstaion ou i tweeted "Best day ever"
He retweeted it instantly... a7es 9j y7bne :'( wanasaa!

A few minutes later i got a whatsapp from Saoud

Saoud: Hala bl ga63a
Me: Hala feek x_x
Saoud: Mn zeman 3annech
Me: Shnsawe ba3ad, so busy with school
Saoud: That's your excuse for everything nowadays :)
Me: Cos it's true s3ood :D
Saoud: Sure it is
Me: Shfeek?
La jad sh9ar feek?
Saoud: What do you mean?
Me: Kl mageltlk shay you make a big deal out of it ou tg3ad tetdala3!
Saoud: Shaku?
Me: Abaaih! 7adek bared!
Saoud: Sheech entay? Lazem entahawash 3ala kl shay?
Me: wai3 s3ood es'al nafsik! Grow up zain la la don't grow up. Man up!
Saoud: Oh okay we9alna laih hal mar7ala? Esharha 3alay ene 7ABATECH!
Me: you what? .........
Saoud: Forget it :)))))

I couldn't reply to him, he changed, to the worse.

So today's friday. After the converstaion with my girls, saoud and Fahouude:$ It was About 1 in the afternoon. I went to the tiolet took a shower and then got into the most COMFORTABLE clothes... My playsuit! :D  It looked a little like this one.

Oh did i mention we're going to the çhalet today? My bag was already packed so i was practically ready. Awl mara akhale9 gabel el kel! I went down and found cookies on the counter. I ate them :$ i was so hungry!0

Baba: Farah baba, shtsaween ga3da hnee brou7ech
Me: Na6rat'hm ykhal9on
Baba: hhhhhh
Me: laish teth7ak?
Baba: 7bebte ra7aw ohma mn zeman mkhal9een
Me: ohh.
Baba: Yallah emshay weyay ana al7een raye7.
Me: Okay baba bs khal ayeeb my bag.
baba: Yallah ana na6rech bl sayara.
Me: Inshala


I knew it was too good to be true -.-' Lazim ana akhir wa7da! :'(
So i got my bags and off we went.

CHAPTER 7

So it's kind of late and i don't have anything else to do, so i'm going to type up this post. Thank you for the motivation @Justalostheart8 We look forward to your feedbacks. Ou tara shda3wa you can comment below mu ela dm's :p It'll be anonymous.

 We got to the front and started booking our tickets. Lama khala9na i turned around to find out that the two guys talking were Othman and Fahad! :o

Fahad smiled and me... i melted <3.<3

Othman was shocked, i expected that:$

As we were walking some guy held my hand... I turned around to find it was Othman. Yes, i just got your eye didn't eye ;)

Me: Othman lo tesma7 he'd eede

Othman: Shnu he'd eede? Entay sheftay shlon ga3ad y6al3ounech el awadem?

Me: Othman tar ana mu yahel! Wakher 3ane!

Othman: Mu yahel ha? £ayal machweya 3ala rasech wentay labsa chethe ou 6al3a?! *screaming*

Me: Othman please el nas ga3ad y6al3ouna ga9er 7esek!

Othman: La mane mga9er 7ese! Khal y6al3oun!

Me: Othman please ga3ad t3awerne :( *i started to tear up*

Fahad: Othman khala9 ga3ad t3awer el bnaya wakher 3anha

Othman: Wenta el thane shtabe?!

He let go of my hand, pushed Fahad and walked away.

Fahad: Farah are you okay?

I couldn't raise my head up because the tears we're really streaming down my face like a waterfall.

Me: Eee *i said with a shaky voice*

Fahad: Ashouf eedech?

He held my hand, it was so soft, so gentle. I liked his touch, 7asait chena mnsad7a gala cotton candy. It was so soft <3 My cheeks started to get red, i was blushing. Chan awakener eede.

Me: Umm mashkour Fahad 3ala ele sawaita

Fahad: La shda3wa masawait shay, yallah go watch your movie.

Me: inshallah :$

So Fahad went to try to calm Othman down and the girls and i headed to the cinema to watch our movie.

Jenna: La la ma9adeg. Othman shfeeh chetthe faj'a 3a9ab ou galab 3alaich?

Amna: Your clothes are decent bl3aks!

Me: Madre:( A9lan i hate him wallah! Mn the tweets between him and Raghad, which are so obvious! Lama this! Embarrassing me in a mall? Smooth move othamn :) 

Chan i start crying again. I can't believe this! My hand hurts so much, he embarrassed me in front of half of the mall, la ou Fahad kan wa7ed mnhm!

Amna hugged me and said: Yallah 3ad Farou7 latez3elen! 3alaqal Fahad dafa3 3anech

Jenna: eee fhaid hatha, 7beeb el galb! Prince charming ;) 

Jenna doesn't know how to wink so she gave it a shot

Me: You look constipated =)) 

Jenna: Ee khalech chethe mebtasma!

Amna: Ya 7alat hal tha7ka!

Me: Allah laya7remne mn km

Both: Ameen

So we entered the movie. Half way through the movie i remembered Fahad and Othman's conversation: 

Guy 1: Wallah hal bnt madre shmsawya fene! Fahoud magdar makalmha, klyom lazem 3alaqal agoul hi.

Guy 2: yah yah shhal bnt! Akeed NAAAR!

Guy 1: Fahoud chub martha 3alaiha!

Guy 2: Asef asef 7agek 3alay

Guy 1: Madre laish mu gader a3aberlaha 3an masha3ere

Guy 2: En6er al7een mn9ejek enta?!

9j t7b wa7da?

Guy 1: Laa? 3abalek ga3ad atghashmar?

I was absolutely certain that the guy that mentioned the girl was Othman, i know his voice. Ye7bha laih hal daraja? To an extent ena gal 7ag 9a7ba 3anha? Uff hath a shnu! Why am i thinking about him, maleeq ma7eba! elyom had had narfazne. Laish chethe tsawe gene Othman laish? What have i done to you to deserve this? 

I blocked everything out of my head and tried to focus on the movie, it worked.

Othman's P.O.V:

9edfa? Akalem Fhaid 3anha ou makhthatne el suwalef ou faj'a te6la3 jedame? 

Her hair mashllah, just the perfect shade, with perfect natural curls and her voice lama tkalem her friend, na3ma!

I now know that she's the girl of my dreams, the one i was destined to be with, only problem is she has no clue. I then looked at her lips... akhhh those lips! They're just perfect! And the red lipstick she has on 3athaaab! I love that lipstick, wall mara sheft'ha mu 7a6a red lipstick, a7es it's her signature.

So i look her her els ga3da et6ale3 fhaid wetnazel ras'ha ou tebtesem. Alef 3alaih ela he was looking at her ou smiling. OKH! Could it be? the guy she likes is Fahad? La a9lan farad mu chethe nethama matwaqa3 be7eb. La ou my cousin ba3ad, musta7eel! 

I then started looking at her outfit got so insecure i couldn't help myself! The way the guys looked at her and her friends as they passed by, it was sick! My anger got a hold of me. 

Re7tlaha chan amsek ed'ha wag3ad akalmha, ou chan faj'a ag3ad a9arekh. My grip started getting tighter. Ma7asait eb nafse, i couldn't control myself. Her eyes started to water, tears were trimming down her face. 7asait a7ad qech gable eb sacheena. Bachait'ha... bachait the girl i love, the girl i'm madly in love with. A77 mu m9adeg shsawait. Fahad dash baina ou wakharne, i pushed him mn tether el 7ara. Farou7 ou qasaman belay asef, madre shear feene :/

I was walking around the mall alone and then suddenly it hit me, fhaid waina? Laykoun weyahm? wallah asheg rasa! La shaku? matwaqa3, akeed mayadre waine. Maskeen, a keep assuming bad things would happen, you can't really trust anyone these days, els Fhaid. Adre ena mara7 ysawe, 3azeez ou ghale.

Fahad then came and started lecturing me and saying i was way out of my head to do that to Farah. He was absolutely right. I always thought that the only time i'd be holding the girl i love's arm/hand is when i'd be putting on the ring for her, not like this. The last thing on my mind was to hurt Farah, i love her too much to do that intentionally. i hate it when my anger takes over.

I'll dm her, bashful shlonha.

Back to my side:

So the movie finish we went to let's burger to eat dinner. As we were ordering i received a direct message, it was from Othman. I didn't feel like talking to him so i put my phone in my bag and enjoyed my time with the girls. 

When we finished eating we payed, got up and made our way to the exit. The driver was supposed to be waiting there. I called him, he told me Khalid was coming to pick us up. 10 minutes later i saw Khalid walking our way.

Khalid: Farou7 sheftay Othman? Abee eb mawthou3








Amna and Jenna's faces en9afgaw.

Me: Uhh laish? Shtabe feeh?
Khalid: Abe as'el- ne6ray entay shaku? Shteeh wla la?
Me: Umm la la mashefta.
Khalid: Oh 3umra 6weel, kahu yay.
Hala eb bu 3athma!
Othman: Hala wallah eb bu waleed! Hatha Fhaid 9a7be.
Khalid: Hala
Fahad: Hala feek

The girls and i were standing there awkwardly listening to their conversation. We stood there for about half an hour waiting for them to finish, wegoloun ena el ban at mayasketoun -.-

Khalid: La la wallah bs----
Othman: Bs shnu?
Khalid: Shnu hatha?
Me: Shnu?
Khalid: EEDCH? Shfeehaaa?!
Me: ha? umm mafeha shay
Khalid: shayfatne 7mar wagef jedamech? Mnu el 7aywan ele msawe feech chethe?

Othman's eyes bulged out, Fahad looked like he was thinking of a backup plan, he looked hot :$ The girls puled out the phone avoiding this situation

Khalid: TA7ACHAY!!!
Me: Khalid! shfeek t9arekh?! Hatha elyom wa7ed uhh

Othman looked like he was going to confess.

Othman : Khaloud an-
Khalid: Chub enta! Ta7achay farou7 goulay!
Me: Elyom wa7ed bl pe shat 3ala eede el kura ou 9ar chethe! Tara 3ade!
Khalid: 7aywan! Zain ashwa 3abale a7ad mt7aresh feekm.

Othman was shocked, Fahad looked annoyed for some reason. 9j ena i hate Othman so much, but i wouldn't want him to get hurt, i have a soft spot for everyone:(

So we entered the car, i opened the phone to find that Jenna and Amoon were talking in our group. It only had us three in it.

Amna: That was a close one!
Jenna: uff! I thought Othman would confess
Amna: I think he was going to do so
Jenna: Bs khalid cha3ema =))
Me: Yeah:p he actually gained courage to tell Khalid
Jenna: Why did you lie to khalid?
Amna: ee wallah, laish dafa3tay 3an Othman
Me: trust me you wouldn't want to see Khaloud beat up someone.
Jenna: I'd love to see him beat Othman's a** :)
Amna: Me TOOOOO!
Me: hahah bs 7aram :(

So we dropped the girls off at their houses ou ga3adna nsolef lama we9alt baitna. I changed my clothes ou i laid on my bed.

 I got a direct message:

























Farah, i know we've only been talking for a few weeks, but i swear i can't go a day without talking to you. I have never loved a girl before or talked to any, but you're somehow different. You MAKE me want to talk to you.

I love talking to you. Lama akalmech a7es ma7ad muhem, you brighten my day. Mashallah you're beautiful and you deserve the best. I really hope that i'm not too late and i'm sorry if i'm being forward but i can't help it, you do that to me.

Farah ana a7bch and i want you to be mine, forever. Seeing you everyday, away from me, talking to so many people makes me realize that i could lose you any day. I'm so afraid of losing you. 

Bs 7abait agoulech what i thought of you. If you feel the same way wallah la7e6ech b3youne ou akheshech eb galbe. I really hope you answer me as soon as possible. 

Sweet dreams beautiful :*

CHAPTER 6

First of all, i'd like to thank our amazing readers that dm'ed us and mentioned us. Thank you so much for the amazing support and the wonderful comments and compliments. (they know their-selves)

Oh wow. two years... He must really love her, she's so lucky, laish Fahad may7ebne ana chethe :(

 I got a new dm from someone... it was from Fahad.

@FahadAlx:

Hey farah, ga3da?

@FAlxxxx:

Hii. Ee amer

@FahadAlx:

La chethe yatay 3ala bale chan agoul khal akalemha

@FAlxxxx:

Oh so you were thinking about me?:$

@FahadAlx:

Ummm, yeah:p

Ou yloumoune laish a7ba! He's so sweet wallah! I'm so glad to be the only girl he follows:$ Mu Othman 3-| he follows malyon bnaya! Eee adre they're all his coousins bs shaku ya3ne, uff. Ok farah you're talking to Fahad, forget about Othman

So i sat there for a few minutes re-reading the converstaion over and over again.

@FahadAlx:

Uhh, Farah? Glt shay ghala6? etha thayagtch i'm sorry mu gha9de.

Weee i got so caught up in my thoughts i forgot to reply, 7aram:(

@FAlxxxx:

Lala bl 3aks wallah 3ade i got distracted sorry

@FahadAlx:

Oh okay. Khala9 3ayal i'll talk to you later :D

That's it? Why doesn't he like me? Why doesn't he show some feelings! Ou when i got distracted gale i'll talk to you later? Mabe later:( Abe now! Come bach Fahad! Please continue!

Fahad's P.O.V:

What's this feeling? Awl mara i feel this way towards a girl:| Everytime i see her in school my feelings get deeper and deeper. It kills me to see her everyday and to know that she isn't mine kills me even more. If only i could tell her... Why don't i tell her now?

After dmíng her she said she was distracted, she obviously likes someone else. It's devistating to know that the girl you're madly in love with, like some other guy or is talking to him this very moment. Lo gltlaha ene a7bha, beghayer shay? Matwaqa3.

I opened the radio to find تشطر عاد وافهمها by majeed on the radio... I then tweeted Ehda'a yal ghalya <3 Let's hope t3aberne shway Farah :)

The lyrics nar! Listen to the song (y)

سلامي واهتمامي فيك هديا كل يوم اهديك

اكلم غيرك واعنيك اكلم غيرك واعنيك

 تشطر عاد وافهمها

 انا مو ناقص الا اجيك

واحط قلبي انا بايديك

واقولك الله اخليك احبك يلا افهمها

احبك احبك احبك يعني مو داري

متا عينك تناديني متا قلبك يحس فيني

يا خوفي اتروح انا سنيني ياخوفي تروح انا سنيني

تشطر عاد وافهمها

اخاف اتكون فاهمني وبس ودك تتعبني

عشاني قول ريحني احبك يلا افهمها

احبك احبك احبك يعني مو داري

Tkfa fhmeha Farah.

Back to my side:

So after talking to Fahad i told Jenna and Amna everything that happened. They thought Othman liked me but i kept denying it, it made no sense! Why would he like me? Ethe we never had a decent conversation? They're either short or make no sense whatsoever.

So i decided to open twitter one last time before i slept. I was strolling down my timeline then a weird tweet caught my eye, Fahad tweeted "Ehda'a" After it he tweeted some parts of the songs. It was as if he understood exactly what i was going through, chena 7as fene! I retweeted one of his tweets, it went a little like this "Meta 3ainek tenadene, meta galbak y7es fene".

I layed down on my bed hoping i'd fall asleep. I sat there for hours trying to sleep but i couldn't. It was almost 12! So i decided to open twitter. I scrolled down my timeline chan ashouf Othman tweeted " Ee wallah meta:)"

Weird... He retweeted Fahad's tweet ba3ad, the same one i retweeted! Okay adre ena 3aysha el dor bs tara ymkn y7bne, ya3ne why else would he tweet ee wallah. I was already following Raghad so i thought i'd just open her profile and scroll through her tweets.

20 minutes ago she tweeted "Meta meta, khele ashoufk meta"
He tweeted ee wallah meta 5 minutes ago.

Okay seriously i'm so fed up of this wai3! Get a room ou fukkouna! So i tweetd "Could you be more obvious?:)''

5 minutes later Fahad tweeted. Laih 7beeb el galb za3lan? Weshlon bakun mrta7 etha ne9fe maqmout?

He's so sweet!

Othman tweeted: I'm only responsible for what i say and mean, not what you understand.

Ughhh! I through my phone in the drawer and slept.

I woke up at 6 when to the toilet did my business took a shower and got ready.

I went to school, the highlight of it was seeing Fahad and talking to my girls<3 The day passed bby so slowly. Whenschool finished Amna went back home with me. Since it was Thursday, she got her clothes with her so we could get ready and go out. We enterted the car and headed home.

Amna: So.. wain bnrou7 elyom?
Me: Madre wallah kaifech
Amna: hmm khala9 we'll figure it out at your house
Me: Eee 9a7. Can i take like a short nap before we go? i'm really tired.
Amna: Typical Farouu7:) ee 3ade
Me: hahaha thank you:*

So we got home, i got the food mn ta7at ou wadaita fog. As i was about to eat i found myself lying down on my bed head first into the pillow x_x

I  woke up at 5:30 el 3a9er to the sound of amoon screaming out my name =))

Amna: Yallah goumaaaaayyy1
Me: ok ok kane gmt!

Before i went to the toilet i looked through my timeline. Othman tweeted off to 360. I got up, freshened up and changed my clothes. I put on my makeup and wore the prettiest think i had. Knt abe akser 3aina, abe yshouf ena i'm happy ou i don't care about him!

We finished chan nrou7 nmur Jenna. On our way we were listening to music and folling around in the care, just like always. So we got to Jenna's house and she entered. YAY! Full car:p It was so much fun, a9lan just being here with them made me forget everything have the time of my life!

When we got there we went up to the cinema to book our tickets. In the line i couldn't help but over hear the people behind us's conversation.

Guy 1: Wallah hal bnt madre shmsawya fene! Fahoud magdar makalmha, klyom lazem 3alaqal agoul hi.
Guy 2: yah yah shhal bnt! Akeed NAAAR!
Guy 1: Fahoud chub martha 3alaiha!
Guy 2: Asef asef 7agek 3alay
Guy 1: Madre laish mu gader a3aberlaha 3an masha3ere
Guy 2: En6er al7een mn9ejek enta?!
9j t7b wa7da?
Guy 1: Laa? 3abalek ga3ad atghashmar?


We got to the front and started booking our tickets. Lama khala9na i turned around to find out that the two guys talking were Othman and Fahad! :o

Fahad smiled and me... i melted <3.<3
Othman was shocked, i expected that:$

As we were walking so guy held my hand... wai33333!